But now I see
Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2012 5:30 am
I turned 61 in December and of course that makes me wiser than in November so the grey fog of my left eye began to seem to me to need some kind of attention. Johan, who gave us our first accommodation in SA back in 2009 when we arrived, is also an opthalmologist. Which I think means he sits in hides on weekends and spots opthals. Anyway, I took my eye (well both of them) to him in January and he confirmed that yes, that's called fogged-up-eye or a cataract. If it bothered me, it was probably worth surgery but maybe it would be OK for months. The right eye was clear.
Two weeks later the left eye was really bothering me - the deterioration was amazingly swift. So it was eye surgery for me and was I horrified - local anaesthetic! Biggest worry was that I would tell Johan a joke at the wrong moment and his hand would shake - either that or he'd have the heart attack or the moment of absolute madness because this morning Alette had ruined his fried eggs. Eish! Everyone told me "You can't see a thing" but that's what I was afraid of.
Long story short, as my Afrikaner friends say when they get really boring, the left eye was done a couple of weeks ago - the next day I found out that there was a world of colour and sharpness and amazing other things that I have never seen, even with eye-glasses. In the last 2 years new lenses have been developed to correct astygmatism - my left eye can now (for the first time ever) actually see things without correction! I took my right eye there last week - in just a month an operable cataract had formed and so the balancing act was completed last Monday, three days ago. Here I am, no more spectacles,with crystal clear vision at distance. I will still need glasses for reading - but those cheap pharmacy ones will be fine. And I can discard my computer mid-distance specs completely.
So I've decided this. I'm not one who believes that God answers prayers for auntie Mary's twisted ankle to get better - it either does or it doesn't and either way He's in charge. My Christian friends here are very dubious about my rejection of miracles of healing. But this I think is the miracle - God created man (and woman) with a capacity to learn, to discover and to harness skills and talents in science and medicine so that what was (once) totally "against the normal course of nature" becomes "natural". And I'm grateful to people like Johan who put their skills to work and make a tremendous contribution to the world quietly. He and his father-in-law have both done long missionary years performing free eye surgery in remote parts of Africa.
The day after surgery, the same five patients who met yesterday for the first time waiting for their ops come together again at Johan's office, one or both eyes covered, for the unveiling. Standing there, watching the old black lady shuffle along helped by son and grandsons as she moves from total darkness into a new day of vision for the first time in forty years, we all smiled and laughed and shook hands.
Pity the one guy wore a Kaiser Chiefs shirt though. Siwelele sa masele!
Meade
PS the operation is a piece of cake - what on earth was I worried about? Actually I fell asleep during the first left eye op. And I didn't watch the cataract surgery video on Yew Chewb until after the right was done. Very glad not to have watched it before or I might still be in cloud world
Two weeks later the left eye was really bothering me - the deterioration was amazingly swift. So it was eye surgery for me and was I horrified - local anaesthetic! Biggest worry was that I would tell Johan a joke at the wrong moment and his hand would shake - either that or he'd have the heart attack or the moment of absolute madness because this morning Alette had ruined his fried eggs. Eish! Everyone told me "You can't see a thing" but that's what I was afraid of.
Long story short, as my Afrikaner friends say when they get really boring, the left eye was done a couple of weeks ago - the next day I found out that there was a world of colour and sharpness and amazing other things that I have never seen, even with eye-glasses. In the last 2 years new lenses have been developed to correct astygmatism - my left eye can now (for the first time ever) actually see things without correction! I took my right eye there last week - in just a month an operable cataract had formed and so the balancing act was completed last Monday, three days ago. Here I am, no more spectacles,with crystal clear vision at distance. I will still need glasses for reading - but those cheap pharmacy ones will be fine. And I can discard my computer mid-distance specs completely.
So I've decided this. I'm not one who believes that God answers prayers for auntie Mary's twisted ankle to get better - it either does or it doesn't and either way He's in charge. My Christian friends here are very dubious about my rejection of miracles of healing. But this I think is the miracle - God created man (and woman) with a capacity to learn, to discover and to harness skills and talents in science and medicine so that what was (once) totally "against the normal course of nature" becomes "natural". And I'm grateful to people like Johan who put their skills to work and make a tremendous contribution to the world quietly. He and his father-in-law have both done long missionary years performing free eye surgery in remote parts of Africa.
The day after surgery, the same five patients who met yesterday for the first time waiting for their ops come together again at Johan's office, one or both eyes covered, for the unveiling. Standing there, watching the old black lady shuffle along helped by son and grandsons as she moves from total darkness into a new day of vision for the first time in forty years, we all smiled and laughed and shook hands.
Pity the one guy wore a Kaiser Chiefs shirt though. Siwelele sa masele!
Meade
PS the operation is a piece of cake - what on earth was I worried about? Actually I fell asleep during the first left eye op. And I didn't watch the cataract surgery video on Yew Chewb until after the right was done. Very glad not to have watched it before or I might still be in cloud world