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Gob wrote:Would it be better not to have done it?
I'm know the people appreciated it, and I know I enjoyed the "pats on the back". So I guess all is good. I do know I have to do it with the knowledge that I shouldn't need the "pats on the back" to get me going in the first place.
Conceit is fragile motivator.

ETA
I also enjoyed the physical work. Looking back before June when I was unemployed, I would have jumped at this chance and been there 5 out of 7 days a week (at least) just for a chance to do something meaningful. I need to remember those times which were not so long ago. But this allergy does crappy things to your thought process and gives you the "forgets" and gets you back to "false thinking". That you are the best and your are the greatest and everyone should bow down and thank you for doing what you are doing.
I am oldr_n_wsr and I am an alcoholic.

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DAMMIT older. YOU are a human being, created by the Universe to enlighten the minds of those whom you come in contact with So that you can perhaps share a common bond and may-hap by your shared experience on this plane; ease their suffering. What a wonderful opportunity.

Fine. However...

Never! Accept a "Label". I really find the AA "lexicon" to be very tiresome and Unproductive.. OOPS~ Was that "Stinking thinking"? Ok. Sorry. I will just "Let go and let God." "Easy does it". "First things first". LOL. Just saying.

You, Sir, are a one of a kind and unique individual. Relish that. Know and understand that the power of the Universe is within yourself. Along with the ability to Change your very destiny.

Sober or not. You matter.

Peace out.

Your friend,

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Thanks for that Timster, that means a lot to me. :ok

ETA
no Mastic beach cleanup/repair for me this weekend. Maybe monday or tuesday as I am taking those days off. I am hearing Staten Island is still a big mess as is Long Beach. Might see about making the trip to help them out.
Still waiting on FEMA. Heard of a couple in Staten Island who were booted out of their hotel room by FEMA as they used up their "allotment". Their house is either uninhabitable or destroyed (which at this point is probably the same thing) and they have no family to stay with.

Talked to the guy who owns the house next door (unoccupied) and he's trying to talk to the right people from FEMA about possbily renting his house to FEMA for people who dont have a place. Hotels/motels are more expensive than renting a house plus the people can cook for themselves saving dining out money.

It's still a mess out there.

I did notice something while surveying the damage these last few weeks. 99% of the trees tht I saw that went down, fell to the west. Guess that was the predominant wind direction.

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Yeeee Fucking HAAAAA baby
Just got a $600 Bonus and a $3k raise in salary. This sobriety thing may pay off after all.

Happy day it is.

Thanks to all for your support and good thoughts.
Couldn't have done it without uyou.

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Good news mate, I'm sure you are worth every cent of it!!
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Bet yer glad you don't work in a closed shop...
Sometimes it seems as though one has to cross the line just to figger out where it is

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That's fantastic news oldr... :ok
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oldr_n_wsr wrote:Yeeee Fucking HAAAAA baby
Just got a $600 Bonus and a $3k raise in salary. This sobriety thing may pay off after all.

Happy day it is.

Thanks to all for your support and good thoughts.
Couldn't have done it without uyou.
Congratulations & keep up the good work.

I sincerely believe that as you stay committed to your sobriety many more very good things will to come to you.

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It's a good thing oldr. Congratulations on this day.
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Been a while but everythings been cruising normally for me. Took an AA buddy to detox about a month ago. He had been out there for 2 months drinking and snorting heroin and blew through whatever money he had. He finally called me to give him a lift to a meeting. We were at the meeting and was not doing well (hadn't drank/drugged in about 12 hours). Me and another AA friend took him to the detox hospital where he spent 5 days detoxing. He's been clean and accompanying me to meetings every night since.

Had a little "situation" about 2 weeks ago. We had a business meeting and people brought up that they had been smelling alcohol around the meeting room. Now I have no sense of smell so I didn't "smell" the problem. Besides, the 3rd tradition says the only requirement for membership is the DESIRE to stop drinking. It says nothing about having stopped drinking when you come in.
Anyway, my sponser asks me if I had been drinking, and I said no as I know I have not drank since sometime at the begining of October (I may not have reported that here, too lazy to look back). It was only a pint for a few hours one day but a drink is a drink.
So I ask him if everyone thinks it's me who smells like alcohol and he says yes. So I'm like WTF???? I get breathalized just about every time I come home from anywhere and never register even a 0.01 on the thing. So he asks what kind of mouthwash I use and I say Scope, that I even have a bottle in my car as my breath usually stinks (being a smoker) and take a swig before I go anywhere. Turns out Scope has alcohol in it (at least the one I had in my car did). I knew the brown listerene had alcohol in it (that's why I liked it ;) ) but who knew the regular Scope did too.

So no more Scope for me. Instead I chew Dentyne Ice blue gum. Who would have thought??
Guess I have to check labels now-a-days.

But it's not like it was a trigger to go drink a pint/quart/gallon. Just the smell alerted me to it.
Thanks to my fellow AA buddies,.

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Amazing stuff O-n-W. Really does put things in perspective.
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I've heard stories of people chug-a-lugging Scope during meetings.

Your collective inability to acknowledge this obvious truth makes you all look like fools.


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None of the meetings Iv'e been to although my wife who attends Al-Anon has told me she heard there are plenty of "non-sober" meetings. I would guess they don't last long although I think she is talking about Narc Anon as there is plenty of non sober people there (or so I am told) Sure there have been drunk people at some meetings I've been to, I've even driven some of them to meetings (including myself). But at least they had the sense (funds) to chug Georgi or Nikoli vodka. ;)

I didn't realize although I should have. :beat

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In my goody bag from my last visit to my dentist I had a small bottle of Listerine Total Care Zero -- it says right on the front of the bottle no alcohol. Check it out, oldr.
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Guinevere wrote:In my goody bag from my last visit to my dentist I had a small bottle of Listerine Total Care Zero -- it says right on the front of the bottle no alcohol. Check it out, oldr.
Will do, thanks.

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Actually, hit (get this) the dollar store. (Dollar Tree or Family Dollar) They sell alcohol-free mouthwash. It is, unsurprisingly, approximately $1 per bottle. :D

Note: the alcohol-free Listerine is VILE!
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VILE is drinking. I did buy listerine zero. As a mouthwash it leaves much to be desired. I will stop in at the Dollar Store and see what they have.
Thanks

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No, Listerine Zero is vile. I tried it once...it made me gag, to the point I nearly choked on it. Also: according to Liz...it doesn't work!
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Talking about resturants (Outback whatever) while posting in the Random thread I remembered that my sponsor actually said I am going to too many meetings. That I need to spend more time with my wife and family. He siad it's fine to go to as many meetings as you want/need/can, but that a night or two off a week might be better spent going to the movies (BLECH) or out to dinner. So saturday my wife and I are going out to dinner and I will not be going to a meeting (if I get up early I may go to the 6:30am meeting). Of course the 2 or 3 people I pick up to take to meetings will have to find another ride (none have a license anymore) but I have to do what I need to do.
I take my sponsor suggestions. :ok

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Skipped a meeting this weekend. Went out to dinner on saturday and none of the people I usualy pick up called me for a ride so I decided to take the night off. My sposor has said try to balance my schedule, so I did. My daughter was down in Atlantic City so me and the wife had some fun after we got home.
New couch has been christened (and then some). :mrgreen:

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