I take no offense, Andy - there's a reason I chose to get out of the prosecution game, and quite frankly I am pretty certain that had I not gotten into it to begin with, I might have preserved my health.
Clearly there are many people who can look injustice in the face every day and continue to happily participate in it; but others are tormented by the realization that a system in which they've believed all their lives is fundamentally broken, full of twisted people who will do anything to get ahead even if the price is other people's liberty and destruction of their lives and the lives of all the friends and family who are also affected by injustice. My time up close and personal made me realize that the bad cases you hear about in the news aren't the exception - they're very common.
I used to watch Forensic Files and other true crime shows with fascination for how the good guys caught the bad guys - now I question every depiction, wondering what evidence was suppressed or mishandled or just exactly what were the credentials of the podunk fire investigator whose testimony sent a man to his death for an 'arson' resulting in deaths that was actually a fire caused by faulty wiring. I've worked with those kind of people and shudder to realize how many of them are in our system, in small towns and big cities all over this country. Massachusetts had to vacate more than 20,000 convictions because of a crooked toxicology lab chemist, this is not just rural Montana shit, it's everywhere. Our system is seriously, profoundly sick - and while I've met a few slimy defense attorneys in my day, the real problem with the criminal justice system is shitty cops and bad prosecutors - and there are thousands of both.
Right now I'm focused on restoring my health as much as possible, but I hope in the future to participate in some way in reforming the system, whether by working for a conviction review unit, or an innocence project, or as a public defender again. I don't think I would ever try working from the inside out again - being a totally honest, open file, straight dealing rehabilitation-oriented prosecutor is a recipe for living as a pariah amongst one's colleagues.
Here's an interesting read:
Innocence is Irrelevant
For me, it is far better to grasp the Universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring.
~ Carl Sagan