Then you must be getting "clarity" from voices in your head...sounded like you wanted to brand me a collaborator and give me the proper punishment.
seemed pretty clear to me
I have said nothing, absolutely nothing...
About you getting some sort of "proper punishment"...
As far as I know, unlike your hero you have not committed any crimes (at least in connection with your support for Trump) and unlike, well. you, I'm not in favor of making it a crime to express political positions I don't approve of...
No matter how loathsome and repellent I may find those positions to be...
It may be dishonest, immoral, and unethical to (as you do) willfully spread Trump's smears and disinformation, and it may be crazy and/or stunningly ignorant as well as blatantly hypocritical to support a rule of law shredding oligarch while simultaneously attempting to claim that you are some sort of defender of liberty and supporter of the Constitution, but again, those are not a crimes either...
It seems that you may have at least some shred of conscience left, (which is why you can no longer bring yourself to defend Trump; just attack those opposing him in a desperate attempt to convince yourself that they are so bad that you don't have to think about how bad he is) and from your posts it seems pretty obvious to me that is causing you to do a pretty good job of punishing yourself for the slimy and dishonest things you are saying...
ETA:
You need to either figure out a way to get rid of your conscience entirely, or give in to it...(obviously I would favor the latter)
Your current fight with it is clearly ripping you up, and having a very negative effect on your health, both mental and physical...



